Is the homeland calling?

Is my homeland calling me from deep within?
My mind has been ravaged by these endless dreams of living in the Big City.
New York.
I like New York very much. It's just the last time I lived there I 4yrs old.
I've visited a lot and I have quite a bit of family living in and around the city So when I get the chance I visit and that's the key word VISIT.
Anyone and anyplace is different when you have to live with or at.
Still the dreams come like the call of the Sirens luring shipwrecked sailors to their doom.
The city will eat me alive...it has so many. What makes me different?
It's Rome of the U.S. and I just don't if I could hack it like.
This is all presumptuous since I'm not really planning to move there but I get the same little anxiety attacks when I know I'm flying or moving to a new town.
Who knows what the future has in store for me?
Who cares?

So begins an on/off relationship with my blog

This is the first of what I hope will be many useless comments and ideas. I've blogged a few times on myspace (which will soon go the way of the dodo thanks to the quick evolution of Facebook which will fall to the planet changing meteor of Myface or Spacebook who knows...who cares?)
The only problem is that I really don't have anything to say right now.
Right off the bat and this blog is dying quicker that democracy.
I guess I can talk about what is going on in Iran.
I hate the Ayatollah not because he is Muslim just because he is another of a long line of religious leaders in this world that use the word or more to the point his interpretation of the Koran (Or any other religious instruction manuals) for his own purposes and intrests.
He is just another member of the Big 3 religions that is fucking up the world as we know it.
Do I blame God?
That is a good question. I don't think so...I just have a gut feeling he gave up on helping us a long time ago.
Everyone looks at him like an afterlife Santa Clause.
Forever Rewarded, forever blessed.
I wonder, since we're all sinners than what kind of heaven do we want?
Maybe Islam was a little more honest of their idea of heaven.
What to do with all those virgins?
Is heaven sinless?
If so, then what is going to be so fun or rewarding. I mean I don't think that hardcore religious folk love watching G-rated movies their whole lives through.
I think a G-rated heaven would be more like hell. It's forever and I think that is just long enough to watch these poor men and women who worked so hard to get aborted or pop in that last minute deathbed apology before letting go of their bowels to mark the glorious occasion of passing into the after life.
What is Heaven is it reward or an eternal Kissing Gods Ass-fest
Who knows?
I don't!
So guess the truer "will" of God is to live our life to the fullest while we're here.
Well that is my first blog.
I see I haven't lost my cynicism.
So now the trick is to keep this up maybe I'll learn something like all those Public Service Announcements.